BACKGROUNDER PART 2

(ORIGINALLY CREATED LAST SEPT. 2, 2008)

I became acquainted with the rest of the seniors in Rated K, from the Executive Producer down to the Production Assistants. Same with the crew...from the Cameramen and their assistants.

I also got a hold of the job. Time consuming yet in a way gives you a feeling of fulfillment by doing what you enjoy. But I still can't move on with Regil. Six or seven years trapped in a state of still loving someone whom you haven't seen, talk to for years. I don't know why but it still is Regil.

Last May of 2005, Rated K went to Boracay courtesy of our host. Honestly, I really didn't enjoy Boracay then. Why? I became the Secretary/Personal and Production Assistant of Korina there. Hehehe...Good thing I went to Boracay February of that year with college friends to enjoy the holy week vacation.

Days passed and it was the last night of Rated K at Boracay. Ms. Korina treated us at Pier One. Everybody really enjoyed the night. Everyone's drinking, dancing, laughing and partying.

I was asked by Ms. Korina to escort her back to the hotel. Afterwhich, I joined some of the staff and crew who still wanna drink. I got so drunk that I didn't make it back to Boracay Regency. I woke up the next day lying beside Nelson. But that was nothing for me. He is just the plain Nelson that I have a crush on. I was still really into Regil.

After how many months...I don't know what happened. Maybe my closeness with Nelson (because almost everyday I have a shoot and more often than not...he's always my crew) started to grow inside me and somehow helped me forget Regil and gave me a feeling more than infatuatuion and admiration towards him.

At last I got over Regil. That was what I'm asking. What I didn't see is I am in love again...Hay!!!

I told what I'm feeling with my close friends at work and even from home. Happy coz for the past 6 or 7 years I got over someone whom I really loved and believed that I can never get over him...Excited coz I'm feeling the feeling that is so unexplainable. Sobra!

It's really in my nature to tell what is on my mind and what am I feeling. But of course, I have to be cautious coz I don't wanna make the same mistake again. And of course I don't want Nelson to find out that I have something for him. Ayoko maulit yung kay Regil na magkailangan kami...that's not healthy coz we are under one program.