July 4, 2009

COULD I HAVE THIS KISS FOREVER?

I've been to a lot of relationships. Dated a lot of men and even slept with them but I haven't really experienced feeling the way I am feeling right now.
His name is "Scalpy", 34 years old. A Chinese-Fil-Am from the US. I really thank the wonders of internet. This is the reason how we met in the first place. But I don't know what gotten into me as I sent him the message. Usually, I send messages to people who has pictures of their faces...but his displays a portrait. The next day, he replied and introduced himself and gave me his number. So I started texting him.
From then on, we started to get to know each other. He is just here for vacation. He arrived last OCTOBER, 2007. He said that he's suppose to stay for only two months but things didn't go to what the original plan is so his stay was prolonged.
February 18, we decided to meet up. But things didn't go to our plan coz he took his Lola to the Casino. As I was about to go home around 8 or 9pm, I received a text message from him asking if I already went home. I said no, and he said to wait for him and that he will pick me up.
He came in front of Esguerra gate after 30 minutes. I rode the car and we both agreed to have coffee at Figaro just near ABS-CBN. He advised me that he won't be staying that long coz he has to go back before his mom ariives home.
He's not good looking but he is cute. Again, he is cute. Yes, we both like each other. After an hour of coffee and some cigarettes, we decided to call it a night and part ways. He asked me where he can drop me off, I told him to drop me at Esguerra gate. As we turn the Mo.Ignacia street, he asked if he can hold my hand and I said yes. For the first time, I held his hand and he held mine. As we turn Esguerra Street, it seemed that both of us felt that we still don't want to part so he asked for another turn around ABS-CBN. After that, we did it again and went around for the second time. After that, we went for the third turn and now it's really goodbye. He parked the car beside a convenient store. There we stayed, still holding each other's hand, looking at each other.
There is silence in the air. But I like the feeling that we're both just stting there holding hands and looking at each other. We did say our regrets knowing that he will soon be leaving by March and that we had gotten to know each other only this February. Then we kissed. I must say and I mean it...that it was the most passionate kiss I ever had. And I can still feel his lips.
Now, four days after we first met we are still not sure when will we see each other again. I told him that I'm really feeling sad of the thought that he's here since October and that he will be leaving soon. He is right. Timing sucks but we will still see each other again.
For now, I will hold on to his promise that for as long as he is here, my ass is his and no one else's...

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